I had a moment of panic tonight while I was giving Cy a bath. I was talking to Cy about how swimming was starting next week and I wouldn't be picking him up from school anymore, it's Daddy/Cy time now that I'm coaching. This makes me sad anyway, it was really hard for me last year too because I cherish the time with my little buddy in the afternoons. But here's the thing, we were talking through the rest of the year and I had a moment of panic realizing that this is the LAST time in my and Cy's life when we will be able to hang out consistently, just the two of us. From this point on, after swimming is over, it will be the three of us in the afternoons. I am not going to lie...this about broke my heart.
I am excited about Tag coming into our lives and I know that Cy is going to be thrilled to be a big brother but there is nothing that can compare to our family of 3 right now. We are such a good team, and I know that it will get better and more defined with Tag, but in this moment I am just a little sad. So many things are going to be different now and I know it will feel normal as a family of 4 this time next year but I will miss these moments with my Cy.
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