Saturday, January 14, 2012

Conflicted

Ok, my sweet son is going through something and I am having a hard time with it. He is obsessed with his Daddy right now. I mean obsessed. He wants to know where his Dad is all the time and when he's around he wants nothing to do with me. Here's the problem with this, everything in my world revolves around my son (and my husband) and everything I do is done to benefit him in some way. So, you can say that I am feeling slighted at the least. It really hurts my feelings. Friends have told me to expect this around 3 but I'd say we're a little early:( I talked to Mom about it and she said Shawn did the same thing when he was little, and I get it; I mean I know Dad is fun. He and Brad play and play and play all day. With me, we run errands and cook and clean but with Dad they wrestle and tickle and build forts and I can't compete with that. If I did, nothing would get done around the house. I feel like this goes back to my Resolutions and me finding a balance but things have to get done. Blah! Let's hope this new phase passes quickly!!

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